It is an honour for me to have the confidence of a man like this gentleman, Hershel, to accompany him on his journey with Mother Aya. For me, he is not just another participant, but represents the balance between my masculine and feminine energy.
Now both women and men seek me out to take ayahuasca.
To be able to see the gratitude and happiness in his eyes when we started and when we finished the ceremony, and to see that his heart is open to receive the message of Mother Ayahuasca, made me realise that I need to reconcile with life.
What I learned that night
I must admit that I had been feeling angry or ungrateful with life, I would like to say that by being on this path with medicine I am always in this state of gratitude or “at peace” but no, my reality is that I am in a constant learning process going from my light to my shadow and the life and I have had our disagreements. I could clearly see what was the message, reconciliation and gratitude.
Since that night a new stage began for me, a new process and I am happy to share in this space what I like to call MY truth.
Men healing their hearts
However, speaking of masculine energy and its sensitive side, the men who have participated in the Ayahuasca retreats, my husband who allowed himself to take Ayahuasca for the first time, and those who choose to take private ceremonies alone or with their partners, show me a sensitive and wise side of masculinity.
They show us that they heal their wounds with humility and love, from their masculine energy they allow themselves to be healed and to be cared for by women, from this place their vision of life is transformed and it transforms me.
Thank you to all the wonderful men who are silently healing their hearts.
